Monday, December 19, 2011

The Return of the King

Can you believe Christmas is ONE WEEK away as I write this post?

There's a lot going on for our family right now, big changes, both good and difficult. 2011 has been a turbulent and challenging year.

The beauty of Christmas is that everything else shrinks in importance compared to the event we celebrate this week.

I didn't feel this way about Christmas, in my ten years as an agnostic. Christmas was just one more event in which the light of wonder had gone out of the world, leaving me with only a flattened version of the holiday.

That memory of loss and flatness makes me exceedingly grateful for the return of the real Christmas to my life. I rejoice in its complexity and sweet harshness, as a mother bears her child in a stable and shares the event with the most humble, honest witnesses: domestic animals and shepherds.

Welcome, real Christmas, the birth of the Christ Child.

Having once forgotten Christmas, like Ebenezer Scrooge, I can never read his words without emotion:

"I will honour Christmas in my heart, and try to keep it all the year. I will live in the Past, the Present, and the Future. The Spirits of all Three shall strive within me. I will not shut out the lessons that they teach."

Thank heaven for the Yuletide wrinkle in time, connecting past to present to future.

It graces us with the reminder that our lives are small, brief flashes in the vast constellations of God's plan, written in ciphers across the night sky.

A holy and peaceful Christmas to all of you, my friends.

9 comments:

Loree Huebner said...

Beautiful post.

Merry Christmas, Rosslyn!

Katie Ganshert said...

I'll just say, "What Loree said!"

TC Avey said...

Wonderful post, Merry Christmas!

DeanO said...

Wonderful post and Merry Christmas

Roxane B. Salonen said...

Rosslyn, and to you as well, friend! I have missed you; hadn't been over in a while due to simple logistics, but good to hear your voice today. :)

Margo Berendsen said...

I love your references to sweet harshness and a Yuletide wrinkle in time. I never thought in those terms before with regard to Christmas - thank you

Denise J. Hughes said...

Hearing your recollections of Christmases past, without knowing Christ, makes this Christmas more real for all of us. Thank you for sharing.

Saloma Furlong said...

And a holy and peaceful Christmas to you, too! It's been ever so long since I've been visiting blogs, but it's always nice to stop by. Thank you for this beautiful post.

Saloma

Joanne Bischof said...

Lovely. Thank you for that sweet post.